Music

I don't know about you, but I love music. It is my life. One of the reasons I stay at home, on the computer is because of Youtube and mixpod.
When I'm bored, I listen to music.
When I'm sad, I listen to music.
When I'm pissed, I listen to music.
You get the idea, don't you?
I don't even have a favorite genre. You can pretty much guess my mood from the songs that are playing/I'm singing.

We Made It by Busta Rhymes, that usually means I'm in a good mood. Best time to ask me for stuff.
I'm on a Boat by The Lonely Island, that means I'm in a good mood, but don't ask me for stuff or I could mood-swing and kill you.
Misery Business by Paramore, that would roughly equate to "Get lost before I vent my anger on you."

Again, you get the idea.

More than once, I walk along the road and just burst into song. I know I'm no Mariah Carey, but so what?

Music makes my world go round. More than once, when I'm feeling like I'm on the edge, music pulls me back. Heck, I remember lyrics better than my homework.


Misery Business

I'm in the business of misery
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass -
It's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out.
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie,
he was the only one for me.
Two weeks later, we caught on fire,
She got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile.

Woah... I never meant to brag,
but I got him where I want him now.
Woah... it was never my intention to brag,
to steal it all away from you now.
But God, does it feel so good...
'Cos I got him where I wanted now,
And if you could, then you know you would,
'Cos God it just feel so...
It just feels so good.

Second chances, they don't ever matter
People never change.
Once a whore, you're nothing more,
I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry, honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
There's a million other girls who'll do it just like you,
Looking as innocent as possible, to get to
Who they want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right,
Well, I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Woah... I never meant to brag,
but I got him where I want him now.
Woah... it was never my intention to brag,
to steal it all away from you now.
But God, does it feel so good...
'Cos I got him where I wanted him right now,
And if you could, then you know you would,
'Cos God it just feel so...
It just feels so good~~

I watched his wildest dreams come true,
Not one of them involving you.
Just watch my wildest dreams come true,
Not one of them involving-

*instrumental*

Woah... I never meant to brag,
but I got him where I want him now.
Woah... I never meant to brag,
but I got him where I want him now.
Woah... it was never my intention to brag,
to steal it all away from you now.
But God, does it feel so good...
'Cos I got him where I wanted now.
And if you could, then you know you would,
'Cos God it just feel so...
It just feels so good

All hand-typed. :)

So, as you can see, I'm in love with music. Between the moment where I hit "Play Song" until the music ends, you better not disturb me unless you have a damn good reason. Like if zombies are invading and you need me to go fight.

Maybe you don't see music the way I see it, but this is how I keep going. This is me.

To all my concerned friends who stalk my blog: Yeah, yeah. You're shocked, you don't understand why I would be emo. You're wondering whether I'll still be the same Mabel. Blahblahblah. At some point or another, I would start to care about the fact that you all are flooding the notifications with your chatter on my Wall. My wall isn't MSN, dammit.

FYI, I can't throw away the charades so easily. If Crystal is still in touch with Si Han, she can vouch for the fact that I can sink way further than that when I was in my old primary school. I'll still joke around, and act like a total maniac, but don't expect me to do it like a certain somebody, or I'll punch you hard. It depends how much I'll change back.

Let me put it this way. Remember that time when I failed to get into that program I was dreaming about for ages? I went totally silent and brooded for about a week or so?
































That's probably how I'd act, assuming nothing changes. If something does change, like a good birthday celebration for me, then good for ya'll!

Mabel, the gal who'd punch you in the face if you seriously think that forcing me to listen to upbeat music can make me go from emo to motormouth.

Update: Xuefen, Crystal and Cheryl are coming. I won't be surprised if they're gonna do something then. Decided on Cherie's place, because it's easiest for all of us. And because I can throw people into the swimming pool.